I never feel so sad...

It is a sad story of my life. If you don't want to be brought down, stop here.

I just hung up the call to my grandparents and I never feel so sad before...both my grandfather and the father of my grandfather are sick now...

When I was in China, I lived with my grandparents and the father of my grandfather who is 94 now. After my parents went abroad, I was raised by my grandparents. I love them more than any one in my family even my parents. Luckily, I never feel the sadness of losing old men in the family which most of my friend have felt. I used to feel that I am the luckiest grandchild in the world because all my grandparens even the father of my grandfather are alive and they all love me very much. But now...my grandfather was send to hospital to receive an operation of prostate disease. And the father of my grandfather is too old to be healthy, there are 2 knubs were diagnosed in his liver. Shoot!!!!!!!!

Before I leave home, everyone of them is healthy...but now...my grandfather is restoring from operation now and he told me he do not feel good as before, sometimes the wound of operation wakes him up in the midnight and keeps him from sleeping for the whole night. Hope he will be healthy soon.

But the father of my grandfather...the doctors said there is nothing to do...the whole liver is bad because of the drinking for almost 70 years...and...he can hardly eat something for meal everyday now. He is leaving us now...